After I knew the truth, can i endure?

25minutes ago, I received a mail from a friend who lost connect many years ago.
I felt excited when received this mail. I thought he/she forget me already.
But when the end of this mail, i get shock. Because i saw something was i don think before de.
This mail I had deleted. After I knew the truth, I felt helpless, regret and upset.
It turns out to be a fraud. Wasting my a lot time for wait your contact.
Beside that, today I heard had received a message too. Through the conversation, finally I knew another answer I waiting long time already. But It was negative. I just realize regret and wont waste time again. Although my heart is pain and like cant breath, but this just short period. The actual position that just a correct way. Today i really so sad and moody when knew this two truth, but that just short period. I wont lose and yield.
Next Friday I join a trip which is a go a great , beautiful island. Maybe i can relaxing through this journey. I am going with my classmate. This maybe is a last chance travel with all of them. Addition, actually this Friday is my friend birthday who stay in my hometown. but i cant join and celebrate with them because i go Pulau Redang. This maybe is a last chance too. After graduate maybe less chance can gather. We didn't gather almost three month. Really miss them so much and much. Former, distance can let someone think for someone although far apart..