Confusing mind

Today afternoon i just went friends house and study at her home..
Finally, nothing to get only falled sleep at there!!!hehe^_^
Lol..exam is coming soon lerr..How to face it?? Sure fail la...
But i think you as my target, so i will try my best!!
You as my force and energy...Aza..Aza ..Fighting~~hehe
I always think that question, i need to talk out??
I think you my best friend, without you a day,
I think that was a bored and lonely day...
Only your appear can make it become brilliant and wonderful...
Because of you i become selfish who want to take over you!
I hate myself..But i cannot control it! Only if i leave you far away..
What should i do now???

Bored day..

Today i went to the tailor shop for make our group t-shirt.
hehe..I like that t-shirt because the design special with other.
Just 15 minutes ago, i felt moody and like want to cry...
Because i heard someone said about that...
I hate and scare it..I have to stop it...
The 1st time i got feel like that, din happen formerly!!1
Wad should i do now??? I feel so suffer....''''

This is the 1st time i wrote my blog here..
The examination midyear is coming. I dunno how to face it. I worry about mu studying cant excel.
But i will try my best to get it well.
Beside that, busy on practice band currently. Because the competition is coming soon. This year i think i will worse than last year. I cant play well. How to solve it?? Who can help me??
But i will feel thankful to min xin as my senior. She always beside me and support me. I wont let u disappointed.^^
After the mid- year examination, I'll join a journey where go Pulau Redang. I going with mu classmate this time. Hope that are en joyful and funny journey.
Apart from that, I feel i cant stop thinking of you. I realize you become more and more important for me. Appear of your can complete my whole day. It will be a hinder.